Wednesday, March 27, 2013

The Future of BBAW

Vintage BBAW button

Book Blogger Appreciation Week, otherwise known as BBAW, has been weighing on my mind lately.

I started Book Blogger Appreciation Week in 2008 for two reasons. I'd grown really tired of seeing snide and cutting remarks from traditional media outlets directed towards book bloggers. These are some of the same things we still see today, so it's not exactly like BBAW reversed any trends! The other reason was that I love book bloggers. I just really loved book bloggers and I found the community to be so welcoming and open minded and smart and funny and kind and I still think to this day despite everything that happens and has happened that the book community is one of the best. I know everyone says that about their own communities, but it's true okay? At the time I'd had experience in other kinds of online communities and while they were fun nothing was like book blogging. So I wanted to give something back to book bloggers and let them know how much I loved them because it's my fate to be that kind of person.

Every year has been a little bit different and the event changed with the times. It was never drama free, and I know by virtue of being called Book Blogger Appreciation Week--started and primarily run by a book blogger-- that it invites jokes of all kinds. Every year I thought about changing certain aspects, but the truth is that it was never meant to be more than what it ultimately is--a week to celebrate book bloggers, to let people know the kind of impact they have, to have fun and find new blogs and just be appreciative and receive appreciation. It was always imperfect in managing to accomplish this, but it has always been my best effort.

The event itself has taken weeks of work in my life. Although last year's calmer event was much more manageable, the first couple of years I remember spending my entire weekends working on the event. It is not an easy thing to take on and while it has always been its own reward I think the time has finally come when I have to admit I no longer have the energy or the enthusiasm to continue coordinating BBAW.

This is a really hard decision for me. BBAW is my baby. It's the first blogging event I ever dreamt up and I've always had a particular vision for it--for better or worse. I've always enjoyed the week and it's been a big part of my blogging identity and life for the past five years.

But I also know that all good things must come to an end. The blogosphere is no longer the same place it was in 2008 and I'm no longer the same blogger or person I was during that time either. I still love book bloggers and I'm still grateful for this community and this way of talking about books and expressing ourselves, but I also know that I'm ready to focus my time and energy on something new, to be ever moving forward.

So much has happened since 2008 for book bloggers! We've even had our own in person conference started and book bloggers are so big and widespread and accepted now! There are so many sub-communities and bloggers have taken on professional careers in the industry, some have been published, and others have gone away entirely. It's a different world.

Thank you for letting me be a part of the wonderful book blogging community for so many years through BBAW. Thanks for all your patience and your friendship and your help with the event. So many thanks to Monica for helping with the technical aspects and the design for so many years. It's been a pleasure and an honor to be a part of this community.

For Fun!
Five Years: A BBAW Retrospective
Another Year, Another Pile of Crazy
Let's Do It All Again!
A Tribute for Dewey

(the nostalgia was thick as I went through old BBAW posts to write this post I tell you THICK)

Like this button you guys made me after the first BBAW. So untrue now, but it was so touching and perf at the time! And it was purple! <3



Amy

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Aha so I guess this is where your last post was leading. I wondered. There is no shame in retiring from this. It is a huge amount of work (unpaid, except maybe emotionally) and you are right...the blogging community is not the same as it was. I've not been around as along as some of you, but it is has changed drastically even since I've started. It is sad, but inevitable. I hope you are able to walk away and feel 100 pounds lighter! I for one sincerely appreciate all that you have done for us!
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
I wondered too. Sigh - fanwork is a huge time suck. I mean, it's fun and worthwhile, but still, looking at it practically, it steals a lot of your time. And as much as we all love being net fans, eventually I think there's going to come a time with a huge, scheduled project where your love just can't compete with the practical unless you've got a huge support chain. Which is sad, but real. And there are so many projects, everyone wants to get their individual stuff off the ground (including me) that I think it makes it hard to gather that support sometimes... Which I guess is part of why we build smaller communities within the community, for reliable support.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Awww you'll always be the queen in my eyes. :) Truly. I can't believe I started my blog in the middle of that first BBAW and that by the next year I had won Best New Blog! I remember helping with the judging and organizing. I'm glad to have been part of it. The book blogging community of 2008 is still strong, even if some of us rarely blog anymore. I've made so many good friends over the years.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Similarly, I wondered what your announcement would be. BBAW is great, and I've loved being a part of it and meeting new people, but we get the easy part. With the numbers that sign up it is surely a lot of hard work, and taking up weeks is a great deal of time. Thank you for the past years.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
I'm with Candace, you'll always be the Queen of book bloggers - you have done so much for the community!
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Like everyone else, I was wondering what yesterday's post was leading up to. I'm relieved that you aren't ceasing blogging (at least I hope that's not coming next!) I've enjoyed the past BBAWs, but I completely understand this decision. The book blogging community has changed so much that bigger unifying events like this just may not be practical anymore (or particularly unifying). I do hope that all of us out there can keep the spirit of the event going, though, and find ways to appreciate one another all the time.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
I've only really jumped fully into the book blogging community a couple of years ago, but I remember thinking how much time just participating in BBAW last year took ,and so how much more time organizing a whole event like that and Bloggiesta must take. I especially enjoyed BBAW without the awards component, but even so, I understand it would be a lot of work to organize. Thank you for all your hard work!
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Is it horrible to say that I'm kind of relieved? Not about BBAW coming to end, because BBAW was always wonderful!!! But because I was afraid from your last post that you might be thinking about giving up blogging. That would have been heartbreaking. So do you see what I mean about relief? This news is far more palatable in comparison. But of course, that's all about me being selfish.

I'm sorry, Amy. I know that this decision must have just been plain old agonizing. :( Like you said, this was your baby! But don't forget how much joy you brought to the community and BBAW will always bring up wonderful feelings and memories for so many people. Even wonderful things sometimes have to come to an end. Not necessarily easy, but not necessarily bad either. And just think--all the many, many, many, many, many, many hours you put into BBAW each year, well now you'll have those hours free to do other wonderful and awesome things, whether they be connected to blogging or not.

Thank you, Amy.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
I think you've made a wise decision. While I will miss participating in BBAW, I am coming to understand that change is sometimes good - and often necessary. I am also glad you're not going to stop blogging, and hope that taking this off of your plate will give you more time for other, equally rewarding ventures.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Definitely still the queen to me too! :--)
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Things have changed since 2008...and there's no shame in saying it and doing things differently as a result. I sincerely enjoyed BBAW, but understand your reasons for retiring it. I "had to" retire a blog, so I know somewhat the mixed emotions you're feeling, but know this, it's the end of an era, but a new one is beginning -- and has begun already. Glad to know, too, that' you're still continuing to blog, even if you're not the queen. I once thought I was the king. Now I'm just happy to be a servant in the court of blogging. Maybe that's where you are too and that's all right.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Amy, I am so glad that your post yesterday wasn't about leaving the blogging behind! I think BBAW is a great event, but like you said, it's a lot of work, and sometimes people's feelings get hurt when they feel left out. You don't need that kind of stress in your life, and you don't need people harassing you about how the winners are picked, and so on. It is time to let this one go, I think, but I do believe that all your efforts brought our community together like nothing else ever has.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Thank you for everything you did for all these years, Amy. BBAW is how I met you, and that alone is more than enough for me to always think of it fondly. Like everyone else was saying, large-scale projects that consume so much time are SO hard to maintain - I'm honestly in awe of the fact that you put the work in for so many years in a row. I can't tell you how much I appreciate that.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
I'm sad to see it go, but completely understand your reasons. You'll always be a great force in the blogging world to me, thanks for all the work you put into it over the years!
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
We love you, Amy!
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
BBAW was great fun, but I completely understand. You did an amazing job putting it together for all those years, Amy, and for that we will always be grateful.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Oh sweetie! I know how hard it was for you to do this, and it's ok. We understand.
You have done a magnificent job with BBAW since it has started, and I can;t possibly imagine ever tacking that type of Herculean task myself.

Love you and no BBAW doesn't mean the end of blogging. There is always tons of TV to chat about. Sunday is coming!!

{{hugs}} and hope you feel lighter too!
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
I'm totally with Debi -- sad that this wonderful event is being discontinued, but happy that you haven't decided to quit blogging. You've been an awesome host for BBAW over the past few years, and I know it was an unbelievable amount of work. I'm glad you're letting this go if it feels right for you -- I want a happy blogging Amy! and not a stressed one.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
BBAW was a perfect vehicle for the book blogging community at the time, and I thoroughly enjoyed participating in it. I have no doubt that it took a huge amount of effort to both get it running and keep it running. Now, the book blogging community is so much bigger and there are other events that people can participate in to help build that sense of community.

Sit back and relax...you deserve a well-earned rest!
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
I heart you :)
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
I remember when I started blogging in June of 2009 events like BBAW and Bloggiesta were really the reason I think I am still here today... these two huge community events really I feel knit this community together. It was then that I learned that we were not out here alone tap dancing solo on our platform but rather we were a group of like minded people with a love of books and a love of sharing this love. (when... that is a long sentence but I like it!)

I get what you are saying about how we have all changed - blogging has changed for me as well, but I will still fondly remember the excitement of creating posts for both events. I know Bloggiesta is still going and for the first time I missed participating - in fact I didnt even know it was going on until it was happening which really shows that my time to play on the bloggesphere is not what it used to be - and that is not a bad thing :)

Thanks Amy - your compassion for community always will be a plus and I imagine I am not alone in saying that BBAW has helped me become a better blogger and has contributed to my still being active with the relationships I have built through participating in such as event.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
It was a ton of work, I'm sure, but it sure was fun, too. I'll miss BBAW, but I think it served it's purpose - it gave us a time and a place to love on each other, and remind ourselves of why we love this weird and wonderful thing called book blogging.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Amy, when I think of BBBAW, I think about me signing up last year to participate and the not doing so, really, and telling you that I just couldn't make the commitment. And then coming to your blog on the day of appreciation and seeing that you had listed me as one of your favorites. It really brought tears to my eyes and while I am still not good at making time to stay involved with the community and tell people how much they mean to me, I will be forever grateful to you for making ME feel like I really do make an impact sometimes- and I think that's what I take away from your years of BBAW - that it is a time for people who spend so much of their free hours reading and trying to inspire others to read to give themselves some credit for so much work.
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Sad to see it go, but I always had a great time with BBAW. I remember helping out one year with the giveaways and that was time-consuming; I cannot imagine trying to do the whole thing on my own...like you did...and you had a great vision for it and all of your hard work was always appreciated
1 reply · active 628 weeks ago
Sad to hear, but I completely understand. It was a lot of work (even just the tiny bit I did for you was a lot so multiply that and...wow). I had a lot of fun and met some new bloggers through BBAW so I'll always appreciate that! :)
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